Can’t believe I wanted you
It was a moment that I never thought would come. I remember the day clearly; it was a sunny afternoon, and I was sitting alone in my room, lost in thought. Suddenly, the words “Can’t believe I wanted you” echoed in my mind, and I was taken aback by the intensity of the realization. How could I have ever desired someone like you, someone who seemed so distant and unattainable?
We had met years ago, in a small, cozy café. You were there with a group of friends, and I couldn’t help but notice your captivating presence. You had this air of mystery and charm that drew me in, but I never dared to approach you. I convinced myself that you were too good for me, that you were someone I could never have.
As time went by, we remained in each other’s lives, though we never truly connected. We shared mutual friends and occasionally crossed paths, but the distance between us seemed insurmountable. I convinced myself that my feelings were just a fleeting moment, a mere crush that would fade away with time.
But then, something happened. Life took an unexpected turn, and we found ourselves in the same city, attending the same university. It was as if the universe had conspired to bring us together. We started hanging out with mutual friends, and gradually, our paths crossed more frequently. I couldn’t help but feel a strange connection, a magnetic pull that I couldn’t quite explain.
One day, as we sat together on a bench in the park, I realized that my feelings had evolved beyond mere infatuation. I wanted you, deeply and sincerely. The realization hit me like a ton of bricks, and I found myself uttering the words, “Can’t believe I wanted you.” It was a moment of pure honesty, a moment where I acknowledged my own desires and the impact you had on my life.
The words lingered in the air, heavy and profound. I couldn’t comprehend how I had let myself desire someone like you, someone who seemed so perfect and unattainable. It was as if the universe had played a cruel joke on me, giving me a taste of something I could never have.
Yet, as I sat there, I realized that this realization was a turning point. It was a moment of truth, a moment where I acknowledged my own desires and the power they held. It was a moment where I understood that life is full of surprises, and sometimes, the most unexpected things can happen.
So, as I sit here, reflecting on that moment, I can’t help but smile. “Can’t believe I wanted you” may have been a shock at first, but it has also opened my eyes to the possibilities that life has to offer. It has taught me that sometimes, the most beautiful things in life are the ones we never expected.
